I stagger in desolation
To find you in isolation
Doomed was I, to want that which cannot be 
They tell me, ‘beware!’ 
They not know of the depth of you

They tell me, ‘a love you shall not utter,
my dear, you cannot alter!’ 
I tell them what a sweet sweet living they waste
Not to have their heart beat for you 

They ordained me to change the ballad 
They showed me the way to Lethe 
I sang the only ballad my heart fathoms
And showed them my way to Acheron

So in anguish, I dwell!
To solely love you
In the abyss of my heart

But the illusion of us 
Is all there is 
A secret garden you are 
Behind the door of my soul 

To you.Out there. 
By lou