My bestfriend, my brother, my heart.
I don’t know how we let this get us;
I don’t know how we let this tear us apart.

The devil swept in & stole you away;
He took my life, he took my friend.
He took you down & led you astray.

This battle is long & this battle is tough;
I don’t know when or how,
But I know our faith is enough.

Another year passes & things remain tattered,
The pieces are torn & broken,
These fragments of my heart that’s shattered.

I must let you go & let you be;
I can’t stand to see you suffer;
Your choices are killing me.

Though there are words I do not say,
This distance I must keep;  
But I hope you have a blessed & happy birthday.

Please when you find your strength come back to me;
I can’t handle this pain, this void, this empty hole in my heart.
This fist shaped hole that’s rotting within me is begging for you to come back.
Please find your inner strength & save yourself… I can’t stand this empty soul you’ve become.
I love you with every inch of this heart of mine !!!!