I couldn't keep my hands from holding tighter on to you to use myself to weigh you down was all that I could do and now the time has passed us by without a single stop I still do not know what we are, I know what we are not when you became familiar in the strangest kind of way I had to take a step aside, I knew I'd gone astray my feet have stumbled long enough for me to walk again and every insecurity I had is lying dead we cannot resurrect ourselves, we shouldn't even try for one of us is more alive and so the other, dies continue on without the weight of me inside your thoughts my hands are holding nothing but the air that I once fought