baby in the crib, turns closed eyes into dream-light young boy at the window, eyes on the calf woman with the cow, flies milling around the eyes
1. every morning, with a penchant for rising before his hour he stands, sees the calf at the wooden-fence watches with the fawn-coloured beauty of sea-shell heartbeat.. the rising-eye while his sister, nearly a young-woman, washes dishes with eyeballs out the tiny-window heifer passes by and he looks straight into eyes – gentle eyes – soothes calamity
2. in the cold morning on the farmstead, the baby curls in its warm-folds she chases off the flies from the horns and cleans gummed-openings yet deity’s crown falls from splendour this day as moments devoured by need eventually bear witness to warm dripping in the sand the bowl is filled
*(high-scale horror)
and the boy has seen it, too he holds his arms round him to stop the wholesale-shaking.. bites down hard as his face contorts baleful.. in impotent-anger his silence bought decades ago.. in another life no price on his shock and the bird on the branch flies off.. glint-eyes on another branch
it’s that time once again: she takes the old-cow to town they await her before nightfall she never does return
3. I’m begging you leave it be, this is how it is go pick up the baby, please (the baby won’t stop crying)
your fences, I’ll rip up your fences with your very own whip while them wolves howl on and on I got oppressive-time to suffer your unmatched-law in the crush-of-daylight now, kindly.. get outta my face!
S T – 22 Jan 2014
A day.. is a day is a day.
sub-entry: one day
it ain’t so far away.. one day is just the day after this