i cant let you go
there is a vice grip
on my lungs

I’m having enormous
difficulty in breathing

My heart
is at the most broken
its ever been
and that has
slowly turned me emotionless
these past few days

but then I remember.
How could I forget?
I feel like a piece of me
is missing

and my orbit is off
because
you were my sun and my stars
i thought I was your moon.

my entire chest feels
as if a tapdancer
spent the night practicing
perched on my lungs like a bird

And I feel like crying
so I reach for something
that you had got me to quit,
yes I relapsed.

I’m sorry
but I don’t have
to explain to you
nor do I expect you care.

You’ll never read this anyway.




xoxoxo

i still ******* love you.
why won't you come back?