The pain is so distant.
Nothing more than a dull ache.
I feel like I’m watching a movie,
The picture too grainy to make out.
I cant breathe.
Each and every rasp is wet.
I cant see.
My vision blurs and distorts.
I cant speak.
Blood endlessly chokes my voice.
I dont want to feel.
I know there will only be pain.
I block everything out
And I retreat within myself.
I think I fall to my knees.
I’m not sure anymore.
Am I dying?
Am I finally going to die?
Blissful silence.
An endless abyss.
No pain, no cruelty.
No him, no her.
No me.
Close my eyes.
Fade to black.
Roll credits.
Fin.