The pain is so distant.
Nothing more than a dull ache.

I feel like I’m watching a movie,
The picture too grainy to make out.

I cant breathe.
Each and every rasp is wet.

I cant see.
My vision blurs and distorts.

I cant speak.
Blood endlessly chokes my voice.

I dont want to feel.
I know there will only be pain.

I block everything out
And I retreat within myself.

I think I fall to my knees.
I’m not sure anymore.

Am I dying?
Am I finally going to die?

Blissful silence.
An endless abyss.

No pain, no cruelty.
No him, no her.

No me.

Close my eyes.

Fade to black.

Roll credits.

*Fin.