I want to die, I want to bleed, I want to choke, I want to be deceased. I want to smoke, I want to cut, I should probably stop, before I'm done. I want to drink, I want to drown, I want to fly, and never come down. I want to sleep, and not wake up. I want to **** myself, I should probably shut up. I want to hang myself, I want to overdose, I want to swallow the pills, until my throat will close. I want you to see how bad it really is i want you to actually give a ****. I want you to care about me as much as I care about you, maybe then I wouldn't want all the things that I do.