I am part of a fighting generation and i don't believe that I am among people who will help me I understand that we all struggle sometimes but my friends let me know I mean nothing to them instead of saying they appreciate me as a person when i struggle even my family tells me to **** it up no one says it's okay to be weak I know that we have lost any love we used to have and i'm dumb to think I will find someone who will always get me through my problems. To get help with the social scene I will dismiss my distressed friend to spend time with the kids who party I will ignore the boy that asks me how my day was to fall in love with the boy who cheats on his girlfriend I will scream at my parents and I will love nothing i will undoubtably hate myself and i will treasure material things I won't need love All I will know is change I know that nothing will reverse this Unless I choose to