If you only knew
The times I’ve cried myself to sleep
Covered in blood
After fighting with myself
I could feel it just below the skin
Frustration, anger, regret
Take the blade
Make each cut count
Don’t rush
For a single moment
Everything’s alright
Watch the blood drip
Clean it up
Do it again
Do it until I’m calm
Until I feel alive again
Until I know I’ll be okay
That I’ll make it through the night