I'm tired I've cried so many tears Anger, sadness, desperation The truth is No matter how hard I cry Your still gone In life we always said You have such a big heart Ironically an enlarged heart Is what took your life I lay here at night Crying I miss you I don't feel whole You took my heart with you
I'm not sure how to feel I'm haunted still Seeing you laying there So still so cold....dead I never expected to lose you My head is still in a daze I keep doing what I can what I think would make you proud I'm sober still even tho I tell you that day I could Have thrown it all away ..... what kind of thanks would that have been to you tho Everything you did to help me The time and effort put forward Just for me throw it all away I cried, I sobbed, I even laughed I stayed sober because of you I always wanted to make you proud And in that moment I know I did
I miss you. I love you. I'm lost right now but I'm doing what I can. Day by day. You really threw us for a loop. So unexpected so unprepared
I sat and cried today Cried like I did when I learnt you were never coming home again My heart aches every single day I still wait for your calls For you to walk threw that door I wish it was all just a bad dream I'm haunted now Visions of you laying there Cold, pale and lifeless everything happened so fast I understand now how important family is I'm doing my best to be a better person a kinder person the type of person you were I seen how many people you brought happiness and love to we now stand together to face the world without you were not sure how we'll do it but I know you would want us to go forward with love and compassion in our hearts.
It's been 3weeks... I wait everyday to see your face...it's killing me all I have left is pictures and memories
I did everything I could today To Keep a smile on my face I wanted so badly for the door to open To see you walk inside I know even if the door does open You won't be entering I miss you so much that words continue to fail me I lost a part of me that day Im haunted by visions Of you laying there Your eyes still open stuck forever in that stair The tube jammed down your throat from the attempts to give you air I held your hand and talked to you Told you I loved you so That still hasn't changed of anything I love you more This was the first Christmas without you I did my best to smile The tears did fall and will again Because I miss you so
I wish so much you were here. I put up a good front but I'm broken without you
I miss you more than I can ever explain I never expected you would be gone so fast it doesn't seem fair I wasn't ready to see you like that In life we always told you your heart was so big Unknown to us that's what would take you In sorry I've cried so much but you ment so much to me 7 days ago I seen you dead and I lost part of me
I miss you so much An enlarged heart took your life. Ironic for a man who was so kind and in life we said had a big heart
As we sat in that room Cold unforgiving No one said a word Tears fell from everyone's eyes The silence was deafening I still cry tears Yearning for just one more hug I can't explain the feeling So unexpected I hope you heard what I said to you As I held your hand I hurt so deep I miss you already ......
Please sleep my baby It's 2am Your sweet smile The way you look at me I can't be angry with you Please sleep my baby I'm so tired There's nothing wrong Your clean warm and fed It's not time to play Please sleep my baby I swear the sun will rise soon How can you have so much energy Are you laughing at me? God I love you, but Please sleep my baby
I'm so tired.... The babe won't sleep.... he's laughing at me....