i look at myself in the mirror
seeing the tear drop falling down my cheek
i see a lonely , depressed soul
that's lifeless and weak

i see the hurt and pain
that always hides behind a smile
i see the anger and sorrow
that is shown for a while

i see the depth of the past
clinging to every memory i know
i see the death and departed
i see why it won't go

i see why i'm so useless
i see why i'm not smiling
i see why i end up alone in my room
it's because inside i am dying

my funny face
its not funny anymore
my eyes have died
and my heart is sore

i lost my hero
and no i feel like i'm losing my one true love
wasn't one death or abandonment
enough ?

i love so deeply
it comes from within
i love so much it hurts
because i give everything

so when i feel like i'm alone
or just when i speak my mind about how i feel
it's because i want you to see what hurts and what i want
how much i love you and it's real

but sometimes i keep it to myself
and just let it be
fake a smile
and let no one see

thats when you end up
sitting by yourself and playing that helpless role
staring at yourself in the mirror
to the deepest part of your soul