Today is another day
That's what you dislike about me
I've tried it your way holding grudges
After all, it's who I used to be

I've done it all
Many things twice or more
Treating me like I'm naive
Irritates me to the core

Perhaps because I'm younger than you
Or maybe because I get told I look like a child
You are who you are
I am who I am no longer wild

Is the notion to go out to sow some oats still there?
It is for me still, doubt remains it will suffice
Why you deny it's the same for you I do not know
I doubt you'll admit it once much less twice

Hearing what God wants or what the Lord says
Isn't the same as knowing what you want
I know I've been living both scenarios
Scared to ask for signs, fear of an inappropriate jaunt

Ultimately we both know His desires
Between you and I
I believe I'm more certain than you
Believing it may be so 'til I die

January 20, 2014