remember all the hurt, pain, shame, emptiness, vulnerability, masks you had to make, lies saying "I'm fine." remember that? it ******. it still does. but know that it can't get much worse than slicing your skin everyday then popping pills to end it all. if that's rock bottom, then start climbing. it's going to take a while, and it'll be hard. but you've been through so much worse. You'll hit your head and scrape your knees, but that's just life. you're going far kid. Don't **** yourself.