Strive to do right but my answers always wrong
Try to fight through it but I'm the farthest from strong
My anger is always boiling on 100 degrees
Constantly wondering why nobody will help me off my knees
Nothing can cure this heart palpatation
Only marijuana, my bittersweet temptation
A one hour time frame where my mind isn't a mess
Then almost instantly reality hits at its best
Always wondering, thinking, contemplating in distress
Then the frustration fights it's way to come next
It puts up a good fight, a fight I will never seem to win
But I will never stop showing it this is my life to live
The only way to calm the storm is fight it with a bluff
Then when that's over it's time to take another puff