We don't play dumb because it's not a game and truly very lame. We don't play blind because a few wants those eyes but if you want to, then pay the price. We don't play tease because we're not dumb nor blind of the truths that's here.
But if I change my mind I guess it's still and will always be a NO. I'd build up defenses with no words to throw. All the obvious has been laid. Haply stories has to be said.
So this is the battle I should face, to a place where I'd surely leave a trace. If the crowd should understand or if i choose to stay away; I was too weak to speak and say but all the decisions are beyond what I can withstand.
I do not hit the blocks just to prove I was right. because deliberations has been truly my everyday fight. What takes me aback is rather the truth. But what scares me more is the possible fruit. Yet the story that never ends seems to be a history that never bends. Now I choose not to be scared. Vincit Omnia Veritas, Amicus.