i'm such an impatient person
it stems from my insecurities
but that's no excuse
i treat my friends like they don't exist
ignoring their calls
and their invitations
rarely do i ever socialize
i treat my supposed lovers
like they're nothing
it's as if they don't matter to me
like i don't care if i lose them
what is wrong with me?
for someone who was once so selfless
it would appear to an outsider as though
i'm the most selfish person
making everything about me
comparing myself to others
acting like my struggle is worse
i would never want to hang around
someone like me
i'm impossible to deal with
impossible to please
i hate myself
so i hate the world around me