I didn't read for a long time It reminded me too much of you Every book I picked up Felt like a shard of glass Piercing into my stomach
I've spent quite some time Trying to figure out Why you would leave me What I did wrong
It wasn't until a month ago Nearly two years after the breakup That I figured out I didn't do anything wrong I loved and loved But you weren't ready
I feel as though If we were to meet for the first time Today Things will be different Maybe we could have made this last
I spent months Trying to avoid anything that reminded me of you But that meant shutting the world out I threw my books everywhere I couldn't take the pain
I started reading a new book today I'm trying to heal