Calloused. But aware. I compensate to operate The harsh realities roll right off Bouncing onto a less affected life Sloughing off the excess So I may continue this journey Unscathed by what I see and hear Tasting grey is all that's left Memories swirl in but are faded Like newspaper behind glass I touch but can't feel I cry, but I shed no tears I am dried out like a well Parched but not thirsty Alone to take it all in To share with no one Calloused. But aware.