in my dreams i blend the two of you together. you share the same skin tone already, almost the same hair colour. but one pair of eyes gives way to the colour of the other. i look into them and think warmth, safety, kindness. but they still hold the other's alertness, the same beam.
one's body falls into the other's gait. strong, broad, muscled with soft force now carried with confidence and ego that melts my knees.
laughs come together as something like a grab at my chest, or waist, or a hand behind my ear, or at the back of my neck. the thought of it forces me to lick my lips. hands remain in their already similar manner. voices boil down to love potion. lips to plushy incantation. stretch marks, scars, and treasure trails begin to double up.
chest hair sprouts where it once wasn't.
part of me is disgusted by my dreaming of a crock *** boy that once was two. but another part knows neither of them wants me wholly either.
*friday/january 17/2014/12:16 A.M.
don't really know where this came from the title might be a bit melodramz but i don't feel like anything else suits it yet probs will go back and edit it later but who knows whateva