I have reached the bottom of the well of logic & rationality today... and it is bone dry!
Gosh, it sounds like you had a really bad night last night. Really? I hadn't noticed Dr. Obvious! I don't need "validation" about how hard the night was!
NEWSFLASH I WAS THERE!
At least for some of it! And the most fabulous thing is... if you hang on till the next day, no matter how much it *****, you get a quick pat on the back for not "hurting" yourself.
NEWSFLASH # 2 Doesn't make it **** any less!!!!!
I have reached deep into the well of logic and rationality today and the well is dry. So I'm done! FINISHED! NO MORE TALKING OR REACHING OUT!
It doesn't matter. It never did. I can't do it. I am not strong enough. And it seems as though it doesn't matter how difficult it is as long as you don't cut yourself then everyone thinks everything is fine.
And I want to just scream out: NOTHING IS FINE!!! CAN'T YOU SEE THAT? I COULD NOT BE FURTHER THAN FINE! But it wouldn't matter if I did...no one listens. If there are no external scars - no one listens - so it doesn't matter.