Abscess blockade burrowed to the jawbone dream ruptures infectious screeches threats of gangrene mainlined syringe residue drawn back-blow back-cross bow-shot across the bow racing thought restless night shade swollen eyes mud caked dispossession broken promise treatment crack in the pavement things fall apart lies upon lies upon lies and she says 'While I'm at it, I don't really want to talk about it. Can't I just use you, to only tell me nice things? '