I've never been one to rely upon another;
never needed to share my world with  someone else.
But I've realized that there can never be another.

That  night we laid in a hotel bed, on the thirteenth floor
the city lights were shining for us
I then did something I've never done before.

As your breathes soften into sleep
I lay in your arms
and I begin to quietly weep

Because i know I have really fallen too.
but unfortunately you love me
enough to make me want to always love you.

Alas, we are just kids in the deep sea.
Although I know your deepest wish
is for us to always be.

I cried that night because  realized;
no one else will ever show so much love
just by the look in your eyes.

i cried because i know our untold longing for forever.
And I refuse to let it last.
Im sorry. I love you. But we cant be together.