This isn't happening; This isn't me. Life is getting out of hand; Creating its own fantasy. Usually it would be bartender bartender, Send me a next drink; Wake up in the morning sick, But life's still in sync. Went to the windowpane, And the rays of the sun graze sharply against my skin. My heart beating slowly; My thoughts only wanting, To explain themselves from within. This is not the time; I'm to close but yet so far. Is this dream getting to me; Or is my life on par? No I'm just hanging over. Yes thats right hanging over the window, Is my only option thus far.