He's back.
I'm under attack!
He's sitting in the back;
Of my mind,
What is it this time?
Things were going just fine.
Great even.
I was happy,
Planning to marry.

He's watching,
Whispering,
Sniggering,
Figuring out,
How he's gonna get me now,
Try and slow me down,
Run me into the ground,
I'll drown you in Brown.
What's fair?
You're not there,
If I drown out the sound.

You're so destructive,
Trying to destroy,
All this positive thinking,
I have employed.
Why does no one believe that you're here?
you scare so easy,
I'm fresh out of fear.

If I tell people you're here,
They give me a long wait,
Then a short break,
How many holidays will it take?