Remember the day that i took those pills?
Remember the times i drank to be numb?

I remember the circumstances.
If you knew you'd understand.
I didn't care if tomorrow came
It would have been another day alone ive spent.
You all said it would get better
i didn't know where my mom went.

Do you remember the day i was diagnosed?
I remember.
"Your crazy, just don't think that way."
"Be Normal"

I remember...
Taking too many new pills.
I didn't care if tomorrow came
Its just another day i would
have spent in an illusion.
I didn't know where my dad went.

I deserved the stomach pains and i deserved not having anyone to come home to.
i deserved my cold room in December.
I deserved to be called crazy, my pills became my only company.

Do i remember?
i wish i couldn't remember.
Maybe tomorrow wont come.
Then i wont have to remember.