It came upon the good doctor to clutch it in his palms An object so sharp that blood oozes over its tip Touching and clutching it he weeps tears of excess Excess of the desire from where emerges life
Nothingness is the very excess that flows beyond being Beyond the infinitesimal horizons of cosmic pleasure The devil at play beyond the confines of the mind Language the immanent trap that infinitely failed
Moving beyond the pale meditation of holy dignity Gods emerge from the midst of haunting madness The excess of the gods, divine excrement turn into dust The sweet aura of the banished god- the scavenger
The very life of the gods contained with death and play They danced across spaces, traversed beyond scope Their bodies decay as stars while their excess reaches within Within every marked desert of intoxication that grasps infinite depth
Weeping in the midst of the great gulf, the gods fade as the night They emerge as beasts and flowers amidst the deep of the sea The fall into madness, excess, passion and excrement Perfume is but the odour of man turning into dust
Even the glory of the gods reflected divine excrement Every entity an extension of another, the cosmic essence That binds and destroys life as movement unfolds beyond reason The essence beyond the shared catastrophe that binds life to itself
The good doctor watches the blood ooze from the body Blood being the testimony of immanent frailty which traumatizes being His tears dilute his blood as trauma sustains life It falls into the ground and the divine fruit is born
The essence of goodness contained within the germ of madness Madness that tantalizes the notion which shames reason The realm of divinity where infinite wisdom dwells It dwells in the midst of bliss- Ananda !
The God of Bliss awakens as the stench of being enters the heavens The creator weeps as he watches the excess of heavens multiply The object that the good doctor possesses drives him into oblivion Never more is the world haunted by the gods !
Bliss even the bliss that is found in the mountaintop Where the last god lay and washed his feet with perfume And the milk of the divine yak nourished the heavenly nymphs Charged with ****** excess, paradise lay in the midst of hell
The good doctor returns to the womb from whence he came Beyond the confines of trauma, desire and being Every creature watched as he lay the world bare and nacked Never again will the gods return to plague the world
Then lie the bodies, cold, writing in pain and pleasure, leaning on love Bodies that desire the gods of old to sustain trauma and jouissance Where is the good doctor now? Whence will he return my love? And there in her eyes, the beauty of the world lay
I looked at her and in an instant her eyes transformed reality Oceans swept the depth of the horizons, stars became angels Time turned into eternity and the darkness ebbed into nothingness Trauma was rent apart and life was bound by divine love
I kissed her lips and as I wept I beheld the good doctor He lay dying in the depth of the traumatic vengeance His organs lay in the excrement of totality His eyes gauged out, his ears rent apart and his mouth torn asunder
His limbs were scattered and his intestines emptied The years of his life at an end and his body dismembered Disseminated, the stench of the lifeless corpse filled the universe I looked at her and it was the stench of love
I looked into the heart of darkness and I wept The sound of my anguish filled the halls of time and space The pillars of paradise was torn asunder and rent Hades apart Eternal sorrow that sustains our love
And then as I beheld the futility of existence I kissed her lips again I closed my eyes and I experienced the touch of the heavens in her mouth And in the infirmary his body lay among the dead His organs burned as a sacrifice to atone for existence
Existence, trauma and excrement echo the cry of divine justice And here the body lay without its organs and we were too sorrowful was beyond measure We then buried his cold body under the stars in the heaven We saw the scars from where his organs were rent asunder
A corpse contains the testimony of death as he gather everything to himself But a corpse without organs? What does it contain? Must it not contain death and trauma itself? And here his hollow body lay, and death the parasite
A parasite's life lies in the life of the organs within the body When the organs cease of give life, the enemy perishes And death lay dying in the grave he decayed The good doctor lay in the realm of darkness forever !
The blood and his tears have now produced fruit ! It was its fragrance that brought life to darkness In the darkness of the night my lover went into the grave Fearing not what lay in the midst of the darkness
Wind is the master of time, she flies beyond the medium that she animates The wind carried in her ***** the fruit of blood and tears And then she saw that the keeper of the dead leave the confines of his realm The wind blew beyond measure into the land of the living
And then I kissed her in the graveyard one last time For she was too sore to live but her eyes spoke one last time And there I saw the good doctor was not dead ! He smote his foe in the deep !! His fruit was now beyond the grave where they lay him !
The hollow of his body is now the testimony of love and eternity ! And there I awoke from my dream and my heart skipped a beat ! My desire was water was now beyond measure and I looked into the river In the sky I saw that love is the very excess that engulfs desire !