To the tears escaping: Stop. Stay. Where are you going? What are you doing? Don't go. Stay inside. It's been like Six months Why now? I don't what's going on. I'm not sure what's happening. Stay in my eyes. Keep my irises company. Don't leave. That happens enough.
To the thoughts swirling around in my mind: You too. Stop. You're bad and you know it. You'll hurt me. You'll break my heart again. I don't need you. You're useless. You're only good for pain. And loss. So unlike my tears. Feel free to see yourself to the door.
To the feelings my heart: You too can leave. You're unwelcome. You're even worse than the thoughts Because you're real. You are the ones who hold the real power. The power to cause so much more. More pain than thoughts. More pain than tears. More pain than a slip on the ice. A knife cut too deep. More pain than being burned alive. Because this is scorching from the inside.