Lying here wispering secrets from far away...eyes closed imagining a place thats just ours. I can almost feel you here next to me, my hand in yours, your secrets in my ear. I take a breath , take a chance and open the eyes i tried to seal shut. My heart falls, my hand holds only air I know you wont be there i see only shadows at the most you are just the voice of a ghost, not the boy i used to know.