I figured out.
The root of all sad.
It was just in me.
My resolutions
were to leave
the past behind
and I couldn't
until I found
the root of
this sadness.
And I had it.
All along.
Without
realizing it
until almost
too late.
People may
have helped in
making me
this sad,
but I have
prolonged the
existence of it.
Goodness,
That can't
be healthy.
But in order
to make me
happy,
I must let
everything go.
Even the
anger I feel
for you for
some petty
thing.
Even the
sadness
I felt when
not getting
into that
college.
Even the
regret about
not caring
enough in
school.
Let it go.
Let it all fly.
Out the window.
And to never
haunt me again.