My entire life
I've tried

I've tried to be perfect
I've tried to be good enough
I've tried to be smart
I've tried to be talented
I've tried
And tried
And tried

I've tried to make others happy
I've tried to be what they need
I've tried to be their strength
I've tried to help everyone

But
I've never tried to help me
I've never tried to be me
I've never tried to make myself happy
And I'm not sure
I ever will
Because
I'm not sure
I know
How