We all have this fear, when today is not remembered tomorrow We worry that we miss happiness or sometimes bitter sorrow. They put names on things like this but none will ever fit. So here I am forgetting , not remembering where I sit. I can't see my children's faces the way I used to do it is not like there are many, there is only just a few. Their names are now escaping me on every other day and when I can't remember I don't know what to say. My brain has suddenly collapsed on me and so I gently cry perhaps tomorrow when I see the world I promise I will try. Losing all your yesterdays is such a horrible lonely thing, for all their loving memories were always there to sing. Now they have drifted far away and I am so alone I wonder if there is things I've done for which I must atone. The good is presently gone as is all the bitterly bad, that is why this monster has made me so terribly sad. Please try and recall my face and please say my name out loud so I will know who I am and feel just a little bit proud.