it's like my head is 3 people's minds all at one and nothing makes sense EVERYONE IS SCREAMING please be quiet please I'm begging and then they all go away they all go away at the same time and my entire mind is empty blank nothing is left nothing to listen to and I can't hear anybody talking to me either its like I'm empty and numb and there's nothing anyone can do to fill me back up I want to sink to the bottom of the ocean and finally be at rest just be asleep forever I bet its really quiet down there too. just like my mind. just like me