It's been a hard night
the air is chilly and the sky is bright
but light has yet seeped through my window pane
my body carries a darkness
that only certain feelings can repair
regretting and fretting about my subtle prayers
knowing they won't save me anymore
praying that this cigarette won't **** me
while the cold sweat trickles out of my pores
when the light finally shines through, I'll be happy
and this grey cloud will finally go away