the time goes by
as each second passes
except my seconds feels like years
with many disasters

i'm torn , i'm cut
i'm done , i'm raw
i'm struggling to move on
for i am sore

i long for the day i could hold you
just telling you how i feel
you made life look so rosey and easy
and made it so real

i messed it up
i didn't really see
what a wonderfulll man
and husband you could be

it;s my fault
my loss
now there is only one option left
" PAY THE COST "