Two am on that chill summer night,
We hungout for the first time since our part.
Words were said, and screams were yelled,
But the silence was always more loud.
I could never bring my heart to speak to you, because your lips spoke dishonesty.
My head always knew that, but my soul could never believe that.
That night while we were laying in bed, nobody was home.
I looked at you and you looked at me,
I actually let you peek into my eyes,
because for once I wanted you to see my soul,
I wanted to see yours.
I wanted our silence to be stopped.
Your lips spoke to me, as did your touch,
Fireworks illuminated in my heart, we both felt it.
Laying there we both stayed scared. I could feel it, so could you.
We talked, but then silence came above us again.
I established my head on his chest,
I could feel his heartbeat following the rythm of a fast drum.
His breath was restless, as was mine.
Our souls contemplated one another and we knew we were wrong all along.
We both stayed silent,
It was always louder than our words.
As dawn was approaching us, we knew this night wouldn't last for ever.
It wasn't two am anymore or a chill summer night. It was time we faced reality,
our eyes spoke the truth,
our hearts felt the ache,
our breath yearn for each other, but our lips spoke nothing.
Silence never spoke so loud.
We pretend like it was okay,
That time wasn't on our side, but in reality,
we both knew time is always there until we let it slip away.
That's what we did.
Time left and so did we.
Our silence screamed and so did our souls everytime we crossed paths,
which is often.
our silence knew more than us, that it was never supposed to end like this.
Sometimes love isn't enough, it seems. We both knew this isn't how it's supposed to be.