my jewels bestowed onto me are hanging from my dead limbs like a noose, but due to my inferior intellect, these delusional gods will bring me to hell's gates for the world's stigma on my definition of jewels has a red stamp with the words WARNING on it, my dull inane shadow cannot compare to the hundreds suffering in the same recession i am, mouths are speaking to me, but my ears aren't listening, like once the repeated record from you plays, a sound proof room surrounds the vicinity and intrudes the space between you and me, my body is not translucent, i was carved out of marble but vines and weeds entangled my crevices and made me grotesque this dystopia people are telling me about that i live in is a utopia to myself i'm near the condition of declining into a whirlwind of nothing and i'm fine with it, as long as Holden Caulfield catches me when I fall into the rye alone