The heaviness of my eyes reminds me Why I don't write your name anymore There is too much time wasted on someone Who walks through my life And leaves all their **** for me to clean up Leaves their life for me to fix And if you really cared about me You wouldn't blatantly disregard everything I say I'm attempting to string pretty word together To describe how I felt in those moments But all I want to say is You're a parasitic ******* You're a egotistical self pitying child You're a reliable day ruiner You're unapologetic in the worst way possible And I have no more pretty words for you Congratulations You burned me out You took the last shred of hope I had for you And threw it way Then washed it down with that first shot I no longer believe you will be ok I don't think you will ever be ok And I just have one more thing to say about you... You're a ****.