I had a plan A and a plan B
but no plan Z
didn't think it would get to that.

Now I know why people stay where they are.
It's safe, I was safe, Now I'm anxious.
Am I asking for too much? something to enjoy?

Shouldn't have done that.
but I did. I quit.

So I wait and type and hope to find better.
2 months too long.
has me second-guessing. everything
I was confident, now I'm buried under the covers as my mind talks to me.

I've had some bites, but nothing has been caught.
all I can do now is wait for my beloved tax refund and continue to apply for
everything.