I want to love you. No, not in a physical way or even in the way a husband loves his wife. I want to love you in a way usually only little kids and grandparents can. I want you to be my best friend and my other half not just my lover. I want to walk hand in hand no matter where we go so everyone can see how I feel about you. Lay in bed late at night lights off and voices low and talk on the phone until one of us falls asleep. Just a look into your eyes will tell me you love me in the same way I do you. Go out with friends to play hide and seek but we know each other so well we always find each other first. Come up with silly nicknames no one else would understand. You would be Snugglepuss and I would be Bunnybear. A love that we would get teased about by our friends but we would know they were just jealous. A kiss on the cheek could mean as much as a million on the lips. Run home after school and send you a message to tell you I miss you even though I just saw you. Even though I know you won't respond until after your afternoon nap. Every morning first thing I do is send you a good morning and last thing I do every night is wish you sweet dreams. Make up inside jokes that make us look like we're crazy. From chainsaw to beep and even just making animal noises back and forth. Sit and write each other letters to hand back and forth to say anything we can't put into words while we sit with our fingers interlaced and your head on my shoulder. Make each other promises and pinky swears we would never grow apart and we would end our time together only once God made us. Even though we're too young to know for sure we're also too carefree when we're together to bother worrying about it. A love so innocent and true no amount of stupid fights or drama could hurt it. I don't want to get with you I just want to love you.