i guess that after the rainfall of september i reached through october to clear it all away, blue skies and lies fading from my tongue and yet, all through november the headache persisted and i listed the failure to forget among my insecurites left there to dangle from my fingers and as i pressed my hand into your waist i could feel them bleeding bit by bit into the fabric of your jacket and i feel better now and the headache? well, suffice to say that in december, i noticed while kissing you that you tasted faintly of ibuprofen