I piloted that gleaming star into the hissing sea and search lights probed the inky depths but could not rescue me. I reached for something solid, grasped it tight and whispered truths, but it floated down the trench to where my eyes no longer looked. I couldn't hold my breath that long, I tried to give my life, but rose up to the top again and then my death you took. Alive and well I held you near, but in my dreams I saw the horror, chaos, maladies I knew so well before. Did I reach the 9th and do I now ascend? Or the devil in ice himself did I mistakenly befriend? Am I to dare to crawl on land? Or should I wriggle back to the sea in which my shining ship was overcome crack by crack? Beware the sun says the moon out of spite and I'm left to ask the stars which of these lights is meant for me, the bright glare or the gleam? How far does agency extend, and tell me, does it matter then what I might choose or think myself if all is writ in plan? I hope, I hope, and still I'm pulled, I know not whether to stand. For now I lie wrought near in two on the eternally wet sand.