Faith is like breathing. You can rest assured that no matter what you are doing, your lungs will keep on drinking the air and carrying oxygen through your blood and to every last vestige in your body. Give up trying to control it, as it will do as it pleases regardless of your attempts to slowly **** yourself or extinguish all ambiguity and randomness in the world around you. Control out of chaos? Your eyes waking up in the morning is chaos. Each lash bending slightly in proportion to every other lash it is connected too. We are like plants, where our roots interconnect and stretch back further than recorded history to a time where we planted the seeds in fear that our family would splinter and mutate into a massive **** of imaginative constructs like nations and creeds which we knit so tediously into every new idea or situation that attracts itself to us. Like mirrors to the world, our eyes only reflect what they have been shown. Both in distorted waves of fantasia and in clear pictures and representations of our fragmented pasts. Our memories are jigsaws, putting them together only to realize that the reward looks nothing like the picture we thought we were building for ourselves. No matter how dark and dismal some pieces may appear they are only there to keep us from going blind in the light.