I'm forever in your debt owing more to you than you to me I have done nothing to prevent the tides Only paranoia in my mind, I'm forever in my debt to myself and I, I feel as though I need to cry, But somehow just want to give up and die, Although I still want to live my life, And fight through it as sharp as a knife, But still I am way behind, I'm still trying to find, A cure for what I'd call a curse, Or wandering constantly in my head, to the wildest places of the dead, Voices I hear as clear as my own, Weeping at night feeling so alone, Is this something I deserve, It's my mind you see, And I'm forever in debt to thee.