My eyes have lied to the world more than my words have
I smile and feign interest in everything that’s not you
I pretend you were never a part of my past
A lie that I never wanted to be true
Even though you were never good for me
That’s something I’ve always known
And I can blame you forever for all the things you did wrong
But it won’t change that I haven’t moved on
Being with you made me understand music
Songs have new meaning when you’ve gone through it
I’d hear songs I’ve known for years and they’d suddenly make sense
I Will Always Love You, that’s why We Can’t Be Friends
What you put me through, I had no choice but to leave
Sometimes I regret that decision more than you’d perceive
It’s been years since the break-up
And months since we finally stopped chatting
But some mornings when I wake up
I still remember us laughing
So I just go through life day by day
Constantly reminded of the one that got away
There have been others since I left
But none that made me feel half of what you made me felt
So I’m never as nice to them
Sometimes I’m even rude
The numbers have changed on the calendar today
But in my mind it’s just a New Year, Old Me, No You