these chandeliers were home to roses, now fallen petals on this abandoned courtyard short handed late traced steps and short lived excitement, we are concentric beings filled with the same steadfast frame of mind, brick by unnerving bricks tower over burnt down villages, this love found in fairytales doesn't truly exist in real life there's a hot wired circuit around my blighted mind, suffering from dementia, or was the diagnosis faith in this fantasy world i created with vivid metaphors and words i cannot pronounce, just to get across the fact that i believe in this type of coping mechanism, that this silence is the most clearest my mind's ever been at the lowest level of the food chain is where i sit, waiting to be swallowed and spit out into a world with the core being torrid obsidian matching the color of the asphalt where i once laid and the color of people's hearts i've met over the years, serendipity is nonexistant just like chivalry although i really wish there was such a thing as chivalry in real life