I'll always be the person that says how I feel,
I message you at 6am telling you I'm afraid you're not mine,
I'll text you at 5 saying how bad I want you before I'm out of time,
I'll tell you to kiss me harder and longer and rougher,
hold my back and tangle my hair,
tell you I need you and I long for you more each day,
say that I miss you if you go away,
tell you your best features
and how I adore your little quirks,
all because I'm afraid
If I don't say it now
when will I be able?
for tomorrow I could fall into a train track
or a car run me over
and you will never know . . .