When i am in a lost State…
i tend to speak alone when the is nobody around,
i tend to walk long distances til im lazy to walk back home,
i become at ease with life and think clearly,

i smile alot
i become so proud about life
i get inspired

I review My achievement
i value My capabilities
i analyse My extraordinarity

I plot counter attack against My enemies
I create room for them to make a mistake so i can use it against them not threaten…

Randomly i smile about the strength i have…
Emotions gets mixed up and cool down in mannerly way

Anyway i just dont fall into a trace of lost State…
Even excitement cant take me to that state…
Only bad things can ignite that…

Its a good way
it help to ease up
and think clearly
its not spontaneous
it defeats anger…

Its my kind of lost State…