Its quite a nuisance when I feel like I tryed   But trying was never good enough I could have have up but my iron will will continue this fight till the end

So when you are called traitor what did I do I gave my reason and my brutally honesty I needed to find out of this feeling I had in me if it was a phase it was not it is imprinted in me Like that horrid image I saw that drove me over the edge I remember it like it was yesterday

My life has been something of a up and down war to find that one  single thing in this world I needed a person in my life that I tend to have a feeling of will I ever be the same again? I will answer that when I return  I will be ready for all arms open and all opposition and I be ready to end it all