I would rather if you did not say much at all. You do not want to risk anything or anyone. You only want it all to yourself - everything, but that is not how it goes. "You really are not that important", you tell yourself. And those who say you are, do not matter because their opinion is 1 out of nearly 8 billion And so are you. So small - so insignificant.
But
If that was true - Why are you here? We're given a life, all to ourselves It even came with a beautiful body. So would not you think, there must be a reason? A reason to live. Just because you don't know the reason, doesn't mean there isn't one. Wait a little longer dear, you'll be just fine.