I thought I wasn't stuck in
My past anymore
I have a new lover
And a new happy ending
But I feel my heart
Still tug
To sadder times
Where I loved with my whole heart
Instead of most of it
and I had so many possibilities and
I had
A happy heart
And mistakes I could fix.
And now I'm no longer invincible
I'm a hollow shell
That shakes silently sometimes at night
I feel my life whirl by
With me in the middle watching
And I feel myself losing my grip
On my new forced happiness
Losing myself in the waves
Of her love
Looking back at the storm
Of his lies
And I want to leave it
But I can't escape.